Never forget
I cant forget the best feeling in the world.
When my love wakes up every morning and takes me in his arms and snuggle me.
I love it. Even though I hate when someone is waking me up in the morning, I love when my boyfriend
does it, THAT way. I can't be happier then I am right now. :)
What's going on today?
I woke up pretty late, like 11am something. Really nice but it took a while to fall asleep yesterday
after I came home from work.
I went up, had some breakfast. It's funny. I can't even eat a half a toast and a half a bowl of pourage.
Im getting so full and just can't eat more. It's good though ;)
After brekky I started to clean our bathroom and after that I vaccum our floor.
Took the washing in and actually I started a new washing, though, it was Roxy's and Karis's washing, so am a good girl. Going to hang it out now aswell.
The sun is shining, it's really nice weather outside and that makes the day even better.
Corrin is on his way home and we will have like 2 hours together before it's time for me to go to work again. :)
My supervisor at work changed our roster and mine is to the better so Im happy.
Would have been off today but one girl needed to be off so am taking her shift tonight.
I dont mind. Tomorrow am working day and the rest of the weekend aswell.
Don't know what we're doing this weekend after work, but probably something fun.
Need to hang out the washing before Corrin gets home.
Have a good day u all <3
When my love wakes up every morning and takes me in his arms and snuggle me.
I love it. Even though I hate when someone is waking me up in the morning, I love when my boyfriend
does it, THAT way. I can't be happier then I am right now. :)
What's going on today?
I woke up pretty late, like 11am something. Really nice but it took a while to fall asleep yesterday
after I came home from work.
I went up, had some breakfast. It's funny. I can't even eat a half a toast and a half a bowl of pourage.
Im getting so full and just can't eat more. It's good though ;)
After brekky I started to clean our bathroom and after that I vaccum our floor.
Took the washing in and actually I started a new washing, though, it was Roxy's and Karis's washing, so am a good girl. Going to hang it out now aswell.
The sun is shining, it's really nice weather outside and that makes the day even better.
Corrin is on his way home and we will have like 2 hours together before it's time for me to go to work again. :)
My supervisor at work changed our roster and mine is to the better so Im happy.
Would have been off today but one girl needed to be off so am taking her shift tonight.
I dont mind. Tomorrow am working day and the rest of the weekend aswell.
Don't know what we're doing this weekend after work, but probably something fun.
Need to hang out the washing before Corrin gets home.
Have a good day u all <3
I've got a feeling
I love the feeling you have when you wake up next to the man you love.
Laying there next to him, so close that you can hear his heart beat.
It feels like there is nothing bad in the world, just love, just good feelings.
Snuggle the man you love every morning is something I never want to loose.
Hear him tell you how much he loves you and you are telling him back.
Though, I hate the feeling when his bloody alarm goes off telling him he needs to get up from bed
and go to work. I think we all need to prohibit work early in the morning. =/
It sucks, I wish I could snuggle him like that forever, because that is the best feeling ever.
It's the same feeling you have when you can go to bed with the man you love every night,
it's the best.
Let's just say I am happy I have my love, that I have him with my every night and every morning.
Let's talk about another feeling I hate. You know when you are really trying to loose weight.
You are eating less and very healthy and you are at the gym more then you were before.
You are standing at the scale and it's MORE then before.
I hate it. How can this be right?
Don't tell me it's because Im getting more muscles, I mean. If Im eating less and Im at the gym then you should loose weight. =/
The funny thing is that after a hour at the gym today, I walked up at the scale again, and it showed me 1 kg less then before I started my hour today. Don't really know what to think but now Im trying stronger then before and
I will loose atleast 5 kg before christmas. :)
Another feeling I hate is when friends turn your back.
When they dont like something you are doing or saying, and then they are turning your back.
In the middle of nowhere, they are leaving you all behind, and they do not care
where-ever you go or what happens to you.
It hurts. Let's just say it hurts.
<3
I had the best sleep this morning when I woke up.
The window was open and it was a bit cold in our room, but under the rug it was so nice and warm.
Baby was at work, but other then that it was an amazing sleep.
Now after the gym and after my breakfast/lunch I've got this bad bad headache.
It happens to me pretty often lately and it sucks.
Lucky I dont have work until 5.30pm tonight.
Now Im sitting here in my bed, just showered and watching "Stomp the yard-homecoming".
Going to relax before Im going to pick darling up from the trainstation and then it's work.
Have a good day u all.
Laying there next to him, so close that you can hear his heart beat.
It feels like there is nothing bad in the world, just love, just good feelings.
Snuggle the man you love every morning is something I never want to loose.
Hear him tell you how much he loves you and you are telling him back.
Though, I hate the feeling when his bloody alarm goes off telling him he needs to get up from bed
and go to work. I think we all need to prohibit work early in the morning. =/
It sucks, I wish I could snuggle him like that forever, because that is the best feeling ever.
It's the same feeling you have when you can go to bed with the man you love every night,
it's the best.
Let's just say I am happy I have my love, that I have him with my every night and every morning.
Let's talk about another feeling I hate. You know when you are really trying to loose weight.
You are eating less and very healthy and you are at the gym more then you were before.
You are standing at the scale and it's MORE then before.
I hate it. How can this be right?
Don't tell me it's because Im getting more muscles, I mean. If Im eating less and Im at the gym then you should loose weight. =/
The funny thing is that after a hour at the gym today, I walked up at the scale again, and it showed me 1 kg less then before I started my hour today. Don't really know what to think but now Im trying stronger then before and
I will loose atleast 5 kg before christmas. :)
Another feeling I hate is when friends turn your back.
When they dont like something you are doing or saying, and then they are turning your back.
In the middle of nowhere, they are leaving you all behind, and they do not care
where-ever you go or what happens to you.
It hurts. Let's just say it hurts.
<3
I had the best sleep this morning when I woke up.
The window was open and it was a bit cold in our room, but under the rug it was so nice and warm.
Baby was at work, but other then that it was an amazing sleep.
Now after the gym and after my breakfast/lunch I've got this bad bad headache.
It happens to me pretty often lately and it sucks.
Lucky I dont have work until 5.30pm tonight.
Now Im sitting here in my bed, just showered and watching "Stomp the yard-homecoming".
Going to relax before Im going to pick darling up from the trainstation and then it's work.
Have a good day u all.
Another week has gone
Don't really know where to start.
My life is a mess right now. I dont know what to do or what to say.
I wish that I could dissapear for a little while and then come back to a normal life.
My life is a mess right now. I dont know what to do or what to say.
I wish that I could dissapear for a little while and then come back to a normal life.
But I cant. I wish that someone told me how to feel and how to handle my feelings.
How to handle everything that have happened lately.
I just wish everything was fine, that I was fine, but it's not.
I miss my family like crazy. I think that it's 12 weeks until Im back in Sweden
and I can't wait. Family and friends, it's going to be great to meet them all, spend time with them.
Åh happy it's not long until then..
Corrin. I love him like crazy, though I wish our life were a bit easier then it is.
He's my love and I never ever want to spend my life without him. <3
Oh, dont know what to do ...
How to handle everything that have happened lately.
I just wish everything was fine, that I was fine, but it's not.
I miss my family like crazy. I think that it's 12 weeks until Im back in Sweden
and I can't wait. Family and friends, it's going to be great to meet them all, spend time with them.
Åh happy it's not long until then..
Corrin. I love him like crazy, though I wish our life were a bit easier then it is.
He's my love and I never ever want to spend my life without him. <3
Oh, dont know what to do ...
Woho
My new header is here, what do u think?
Im so tired today, Corrin woke me up this morning and I wasn't able to fall back asleep. :(
Work tonight 10.30pm-7am, going to be dead.
Cooking dinner right now and waiting for my sister to be ready to skype me.
My sister and her son, woho. Feels wierd to say it, but yes, now she is a mom.
Just wanted to see what u guys think about my header.
Have a good day :)
20th of September
My new header is on it's way, I think.
My friends is helping me and she's awesome so it wont take long. :)
Today Im free during the day, but Im working tonight 5.30pm-10pm.
The only thing is that I have a very badf headache right now so Im not happy.
Going to take some pills and tale a nap and see if I can get rit of it before work,
orelse it will be a very very long night.
I went to Ikea this morning to meet up with Holly and her beautiful baby boys.
They r so sweet. :)
She bought a candle and I ate a hotdog for breakfast. :)
Went to the gym after that and signed up for a membership.
Now Im going to get fit for the summer. Haha, atleast Im going to try. :)
Just been at the grosery shop and bought some stuff for Corrin,
now Im so ready for a nap. :)
Have a good day you all. <3
My friends is helping me and she's awesome so it wont take long. :)
Today Im free during the day, but Im working tonight 5.30pm-10pm.
The only thing is that I have a very badf headache right now so Im not happy.
Going to take some pills and tale a nap and see if I can get rit of it before work,
orelse it will be a very very long night.
I went to Ikea this morning to meet up with Holly and her beautiful baby boys.
They r so sweet. :)
She bought a candle and I ate a hotdog for breakfast. :)
Went to the gym after that and signed up for a membership.
Now Im going to get fit for the summer. Haha, atleast Im going to try. :)
Just been at the grosery shop and bought some stuff for Corrin,
now Im so ready for a nap. :)
Have a good day you all. <3
New header
I just made a new header, I just need help to get it in here.
Im not very good at stuff like that, but Im sure it will be here soon enough for you guys.
Anyway. Internet on my computer is fixed, yes! I can finally blog normally. :)
I like.
My education this afternoon was alright, nothing to complain about.
Not alot of listening, mostly practical stuff. Didn't take me long to drive home either, half a hour,
so I was happy.
Now it's time to shut the computer down and snuggle my love before he's
going to sleep. I can sleep in tomorrow again and that makes me so happy.
Going to the gym in the morning, also I need to do some shopping for my love.
That's it for today my friends.
I hope it's not to complicated for u guys to read this in English,
I just figured that it will be alot easier for the people over here to follow it :)
Love to u all <3
Im not very good at stuff like that, but Im sure it will be here soon enough for you guys.
Anyway. Internet on my computer is fixed, yes! I can finally blog normally. :)
I like.
My education this afternoon was alright, nothing to complain about.
Not alot of listening, mostly practical stuff. Didn't take me long to drive home either, half a hour,
so I was happy.
Now it's time to shut the computer down and snuggle my love before he's
going to sleep. I can sleep in tomorrow again and that makes me so happy.
Going to the gym in the morning, also I need to do some shopping for my love.
That's it for today my friends.
I hope it's not to complicated for u guys to read this in English,
I just figured that it will be alot easier for the people over here to follow it :)
Love to u all <3
I was thinking.
From now on my blog will be in English.
My life is not about being an Au Pair anymore. It's even better.
Im here with my lovely boyfriend and his family, all my friends, perfect Australia ( even though I hate this weather).
I also hate to blog in this computer, but later today I will fix the internet on my own, and I will blog from there.
I don't really know what to say right now.
Im home, no work, but still Im not free to do whatever. I have a "no lift" demonstration later today in Bentley,
which is pretty far, and it sucks. Going to be there between 2-5pm and then home. But it will take me about a hour to come home since it's peek hours. :(
Tomorrow I can sleep in again, which I love, but I hate that Im working afternoon/evening.
Oh well, that's life I guess. Happy I have a job atleast.
Also, Yesterday morning (our time) I became an auntie again to a beautiful baby boy. <3
He's so cute and we have been waiting for him a long time.
( Going to change header as soon as possible )
See you guys.
You dont know what "trust" means.
Jag alskar att jag har flyttat, att jag har ett normalt jobb man gar till pa morgnarna,
och nar man kommer hem sa ar jobbet inte med dig. Jatte jatte skont ar det.
Men att jobba gor mig trott. Trottare an vanligt. Men jag gillar det. Tanterna pa jobb alskar mig och ger mig sa fina kommentarer hela tiden.
u make me so happy when I look at you. When you are walking and your hair is hopping in the air.
your skin is so beautiful, dont u think she is so beautifu,, ( lady to the other lady).
Hon kallar mig : Kind lady , hela tiden. Hon ar jatte sot denna tanten.
Hela tiden kommentarer om hur fin jag ar, hur bra jag ser ut, min hy, mitt har, mina klader.
Jag gillar mitt jobb.
Mycket hander i mitt karleksliv. Jag undrar varfor det alltid ska vara sa svart.
Jag vill ha det latt, ett bra liv, vara lycklig och inte braka, inte vara ledsen eller sarad.
Det verkar ju dock inte funka. Ar det inte det ena, sa ar det de andra.
Jag hoppas att det loser sig.
Jag ar javligt glad for att jag har mina alskade Holly. Vad hade jag gjort utan henne?
Ingenting. Jag alskar henne sa mycket. Min angel, min lifesaver.
Idag ska jag laga mat. Corrin's mamma ska ut och ata, sa jag ska fixa mat at oss.
Ska laga Kyckling Marengo, vilket jag alskar. Ska bli sa gott.
Akte darfor direkt efter jobb till affaren och handlade mina ingredienser. fixat och klart.
Skont. Ar sa sjukt trott. Sitter och kollar pa : Santa Clause 2 pa tv. Haha. En bra film det dara.
Uh, skulle vilja somna, men tror jag maste hamta Corrin snart fram tagstationen.
Mina ben varker och gor ont. Han skickade nyss, behover inte hamta honom :D
Skont. Ska ta en lang dusch, slanga mig i sangen och glo pa tv tills jag maste resa mig for att fixa mat.
Duschen kallar. Tjing.
Antligen.
JAG HAR FLYTTAT. Igar var min sista dag och jag kunde inte vara gladare.
Sa jakla skont. Kom hit vid 8pm tiden. Hem, home sweet home. Till min alskade sang, mitt hus.
Idag vaknade jag upp efter en valdigt bra natts somn. :)
At lite frukost , hoppade in i duschen for lite benrakning. sminkat mig.
Har sitter jag i min morgonrock, ganska sa fardig for dagen, och ar glad.
Det ar jatte varmt ute, ska bli hela 24 grader idag, om inte mer. Sommaren ar pa vag.
Ar sa sugen pa att hoppa i poolen, men nej, det ar for kallt annu.
Ska snart kla pa mig och vantar pa Corrin. Vi ska ner till Freo och ata lunch och strosa
i detta fina vader. I eftermiddag blir det kraftor/rakor och alkohol. Gillar.
Ska kla pa mig sa kan jag visa hur jag ska se ut idag :)
Tyvarr kan jag bara visa linnet.
Bla kjol till detta. Finemang!
Nu kilar jag.
Arg.
Jag är nästan arg på mig själv. Jag glömmer bort min blogg eftersom jag aldrig sitter vid datorn längre.
Jag borde straffas, men hur?! Det är ju min blogg, jag som bestämmer. Jag har inte mycket att skriva anser jag.
Men ska försöka.
Mycket har hänt. Den senaste veckan har varit känslosam och jobbig. Jag är ledsen och sårad,
men jag har bestämt mig för att förlåta och försöka gå vidare.
Söndags var vi på The saint.
Måndag utbildning + Holly.
Tisdag var jag med Pauline på hennes jobb, sen åt vi lunch ute och bara pratade massor.
Sista gången vi kunde göra det tillsammans på ett tag.
Var även med Holly på kvällen. Vi åkte till bian och kollade en super duper dålig film " One day". Fattade halv 7.
Onsdags gjorde jag nog inte mycket. Jo, jag hade medicin utbildning på morgonen, på kvällen lagade jag
hemmalagade hamburgare med massor gott till det. Holly kom över för middag och hade trevligt.
Tog sen en tur med bilen på kvällen :)
Idag har jag mött upp Holly för lite lunch, vi handlade kräfter som vi ska äta på Lördag.
Har nu barnen i badet och sen ska jag ut på middag med Corrin.
Hoppas på en bra kväll.
Imorgon flyttar jag härifrån. Sjukt att tiden gått så snabbt, men ska bli skönt att börja ett nytt kapitel i livet. :)
Ett jobb jag går till på morgonen, och när jag kommer hem har det inte jobbet runtomkring mig.
Härligt.
Jag hoppas på en bra helg. Jag är ledig vilket jag inte varit på 4 veckor.
Ska försöka sova ut, ha kräftskiva, ut med Corrin osv.
Jag ska försöka bättre mig på blogg fronten.
Puss haj
Jag borde straffas, men hur?! Det är ju min blogg, jag som bestämmer. Jag har inte mycket att skriva anser jag.
Men ska försöka.
Mycket har hänt. Den senaste veckan har varit känslosam och jobbig. Jag är ledsen och sårad,
men jag har bestämt mig för att förlåta och försöka gå vidare.
Söndags var vi på The saint.
Måndag utbildning + Holly.
Tisdag var jag med Pauline på hennes jobb, sen åt vi lunch ute och bara pratade massor.
Sista gången vi kunde göra det tillsammans på ett tag.
Var även med Holly på kvällen. Vi åkte till bian och kollade en super duper dålig film " One day". Fattade halv 7.
Onsdags gjorde jag nog inte mycket. Jo, jag hade medicin utbildning på morgonen, på kvällen lagade jag
hemmalagade hamburgare med massor gott till det. Holly kom över för middag och hade trevligt.
Tog sen en tur med bilen på kvällen :)
Idag har jag mött upp Holly för lite lunch, vi handlade kräfter som vi ska äta på Lördag.
Har nu barnen i badet och sen ska jag ut på middag med Corrin.
Hoppas på en bra kväll.
Imorgon flyttar jag härifrån. Sjukt att tiden gått så snabbt, men ska bli skönt att börja ett nytt kapitel i livet. :)
Ett jobb jag går till på morgonen, och när jag kommer hem har det inte jobbet runtomkring mig.
Härligt.
Jag hoppas på en bra helg. Jag är ledig vilket jag inte varit på 4 veckor.
Ska försöka sova ut, ha kräftskiva, ut med Corrin osv.
Jag ska försöka bättre mig på blogg fronten.
Puss haj
Ni vet vad som gäller
Fredag. Jag älskar det. Vilket betyder 5 nätter hos Corrin, sen 2 kvar här.
Kunde inte varit lyckligare. Jag är bara så himla trött på att någon säger till en vad man ska göra,
eller inte göra. Regler. "du måste sova hemma när du jobbar" osv. När hade jag dom reglerna sist.
Kan inte ens minnas att jag haft sådana regler. Det är jobbigt, irriterande.
Jag tycker jätte mycket om familjen, det gör jag, men det får vara nog nu.
Jag är så förbi detta stadiet, har varit gaaanska länge nu.
Jag har iallafall packat ner halva rummet nu. Nästan alla grejer ligger i mina resväskor och
dom tänker jag ta med mig till Corrin idag. Lika bra eftersom jag ändå tillbringar nästan all tid där nu innan
jag flyttar. Onsdag-Fredag är jag här hemma och tar resten. :)
Idag åkte jag och shoppade. Blev fina saker. En jätte fin blå klänning/topp, en (i samma färg) kjol, 2 färgglada linnen och ett par party shorts, svarta. Allt detta för endast ca 600 kr. :) Bra dag.
Fick ju jävligt bra lön igår så att säga, så kunde unna mig lite idag :)
Sitter här och lyssnar på Jack Vidgens nya album. Killen som vann australia's got talent.
Han är sjukt jävla bra. Har ni inte lyssnat på honom så tycker jag ni ska göra det, Jack Vidgen var namnet, Youtuba honom.
Kollade flyg hem igår också. Tror med nästan all säkerhet att vi kommer den 20 december, och åker hem tillbaka den 23 januari :) Vi får se. Bokar väl om 4 veckor typ. Corrin måste först fixa sitt pass.
Hm, annars. Ikväll blir det mest massa flytt osv. Vi bytar rum i huset o sånt.
Imorgon blir det middag + bowling med vänner.
Söndag, söndags sech på the saint.
Nu ska jag återgå!.
Puss.
Kunde inte varit lyckligare. Jag är bara så himla trött på att någon säger till en vad man ska göra,
eller inte göra. Regler. "du måste sova hemma när du jobbar" osv. När hade jag dom reglerna sist.
Kan inte ens minnas att jag haft sådana regler. Det är jobbigt, irriterande.
Jag tycker jätte mycket om familjen, det gör jag, men det får vara nog nu.
Jag är så förbi detta stadiet, har varit gaaanska länge nu.
Jag har iallafall packat ner halva rummet nu. Nästan alla grejer ligger i mina resväskor och
dom tänker jag ta med mig till Corrin idag. Lika bra eftersom jag ändå tillbringar nästan all tid där nu innan
jag flyttar. Onsdag-Fredag är jag här hemma och tar resten. :)
Idag åkte jag och shoppade. Blev fina saker. En jätte fin blå klänning/topp, en (i samma färg) kjol, 2 färgglada linnen och ett par party shorts, svarta. Allt detta för endast ca 600 kr. :) Bra dag.
Fick ju jävligt bra lön igår så att säga, så kunde unna mig lite idag :)
Sitter här och lyssnar på Jack Vidgens nya album. Killen som vann australia's got talent.
Han är sjukt jävla bra. Har ni inte lyssnat på honom så tycker jag ni ska göra det, Jack Vidgen var namnet, Youtuba honom.
Kollade flyg hem igår också. Tror med nästan all säkerhet att vi kommer den 20 december, och åker hem tillbaka den 23 januari :) Vi får se. Bokar väl om 4 veckor typ. Corrin måste först fixa sitt pass.
Hm, annars. Ikväll blir det mest massa flytt osv. Vi bytar rum i huset o sånt.
Imorgon blir det middag + bowling med vänner.
Söndag, söndags sech på the saint.
Nu ska jag återgå!.
Puss.
September.
Jag tänkte passa på att blogga lite nu när jag faktiskt sitter vid datorn.
1a September idag. Hur sanslöst är det. Igår var sista dagen på vintern i detta land. Härligt.
VI har haft skönt väder i ca 2 veckor nu, idag nu på eftermiddag fick vi dock lite regn.
Men ändå 23 grader sådär varje dag, så jag klagar inte. Jag hoppas att det håller i sig. :)
Eftersom tiden springer iväg är det endast ca 7 dagar tills jag flyttar.
Jag är så lycklig. :) Åh.
Ska packa imorgon och ta med mig en resväska och packa upp under helgen. :) Woho.
Nya jobbet går utmärkt. Fick en utmärkt lön idag efter att ha jobbat 29 timmar.
Himla bra pengar. Så jag är glad.
Tänkte ta en titt på lite kläder imorgon. ;)
Vad har jag mer att säga. Inte så mycket.
Ska snart åka till älskling och äta middag och mysa. :)
Nej skypar med mamma och syster.
Puss haj
1a September idag. Hur sanslöst är det. Igår var sista dagen på vintern i detta land. Härligt.
VI har haft skönt väder i ca 2 veckor nu, idag nu på eftermiddag fick vi dock lite regn.
Men ändå 23 grader sådär varje dag, så jag klagar inte. Jag hoppas att det håller i sig. :)
Eftersom tiden springer iväg är det endast ca 7 dagar tills jag flyttar.
Jag är så lycklig. :) Åh.
Ska packa imorgon och ta med mig en resväska och packa upp under helgen. :) Woho.
Nya jobbet går utmärkt. Fick en utmärkt lön idag efter att ha jobbat 29 timmar.
Himla bra pengar. Så jag är glad.
Tänkte ta en titt på lite kläder imorgon. ;)
Vad har jag mer att säga. Inte så mycket.
Ska snart åka till älskling och äta middag och mysa. :)
Nej skypar med mamma och syster.
Puss haj
