Trouble

My blog app doesn't work so I haven't been updating for a while.
Alot have happend since the last update.

I have finally paid my school fee's and starting school the 23rd. :) I applied for my student visa today , and now I've only one thing left to do - find a car.
I want a car so that I can go back to my old nanny job which I am beginning of august :)

Me and Corrin are going to Melbourne on Wednesday night and we're staying until Monday morning :) a little weekend away before school doesn't hurt :)

What more have happened? :)

We have had a midsummer party and I have pictures to show u all , hopefully I'll get them up here soon. :$

I've also been out shopping n have stuff to show ;)

I'll try to get my app to work so that I can show you pictures and update more often :)

Ciao!

PICS






Busy day

Woke up quite good actually. Felt a bit dry in my mouth n stuff but all I wanted was food. Haha. Had a night at the saint yesterday, really nice being back n it was a good evening going out on.

Had some breakfast ( left over Chinese food ) and watched a movie on tv.
After a while I got dressed in work out clothes n walked down to the beach.
Beautiful weather today. Like 23 degrees and sunny, really really nice :)
Think it took my a half a hour down to the beach cuz I went wrong streets sometimes n had to turn around, haha.. I was there for a while n then decided to walk back. Met Luke outside subway n had a talk to him ( like 50 minutes ) n then walked home :) made a tuna salad for "lunch" :) so yummy.. Did the dishes n took the laundry from the line. Just had a shower n now I'm relaxing on the couch.

A really nice day, :)
Wish I had more to do during the days then just sitting home but soon, a month to go before tafe starts. :) then I'll be busy with school n work. Yay :)


Casino

Big night last night. Me, Corrin n Karis decided to go out for a couple of drinks in the city. Holly came after work and joined in and it was a great one. A lot of drinks n dance. :)

About 12 me and Corrin went to the casino. Had a quick snack n then played games. It's so much fun, though we won, lost, won and lost it again. :)
We came home 3.30am , had a cheeseburger from maccas n then fell asleep.

We are quite dead today. We were going to have a BBQ at holly's place today but I can't barely move from bed and Corrin are a bit worse.
Think were having Chinese tonight instead. Tomorrow I'm going to have a girls night out :)) really looking forward to it. :)

Ehm, now I'm going to be a geek and read my book :)



PICTURES


The roof is missing

We survived the third storm.
It wasn't as bad as they thought it would be. They recorded a wind on 100km/h. A couple of roofs flew away n a thousand households are without power but not worse then that. :)
I have to say I slept through almost the whole storm but woke up about 2.30am and got a bit scared. It was still stormy n loud but most of it were over.

Today I haven't done much. I threw out old papers I don't need n made room for more important papers, now I only need a folder :)
Also fixed my bankID n got that sorted.

It's 14 degrees outside n I'm freezing to death. :/ puh it's so cold. Laying in bed with jumper, trackis, snuggle boots n bean bag n still I'm cold.. Waiting for Corrin to come home so we can go grocery shopping. My turn to cook tonight. I'm making ham/bacon/vegetable stew with taste of sweet chili sauce n pasta :)

Tasty ;)

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Cyclone

Here we are, in the middle of a cyclone warning storm. The winter just started and we've already had 3 big storms.
Lucky I wasn't here when the neighborhood suburb had a tornado, this Sunday we had a big big storm which destroyed a lot of houses n put down the electricity in many households, which aren't really fixed yet, AND tonight we are getting a new big storm like the one at Sunday.
Puh, I'm a bit scared, but I'm hoping to sleep right through it. They are saying it's going to hit us around 10 pm so I have about an hour to fall asleep.. It's already a bit stormy out there but not too bad yet. :/ just wish us luck that our house is standing tomorrow.

Other then this I don't have a lot to tell you right now. Haven't done anything today. :/ its boring weather and I don't have a car to go anywhere. Oh well, I'm going to buy one soon, that's for sure :)

My dear boyfriend is the best. He came home to me yesterday with a new snuggle jumper. :) really snuggle.. I'll show u some pictures tomorrow, now I'm off to sleep before I'm getting to scared of falling asleep.

Cheers <3


LOVE


I'm back

I'm back in Perth happier then ever.
No need to bring up the past but I'm back with my love and it feels great.
Now I'm focusing on the future. :)

This time it's all about love, friends and school. Yes, school. In July I'm starting school , tourism , and I'm quite excited. :) maybe moving is on the schedule as well, but I'm not in a hurry.

I'm glad to be back, <3

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A new life

A new day has come, new bright day with alot of new oppertunities. 
I still feel very betrayed , hurt and sad. Confused and alone. 
I know I have my friends and family, I know it will get better.
It's not worth it, fight for someone who doesn't wanna fight for you. 
I know that now. Im going to be strong. 



So. This is the last time im writing in this blog.
This blog were suppose to be about my life in australia, now it's been for 13 months, almost 14,
but now it's over. Im leaving this as a memory instead. 
But don't be sad, I'll open up my other blog instead, when I've change design etc. 


A new life, a new blog. Sounds good.
Cheers. <3

maybe I should

I don't know what to do, or what to think. 
Back in sweden, sure, I love to be here with friends and family, but still, my heart is not here with me.
Someone stole my heart a year ago, he didn't give it back when he sent me home. 
I kinda wish that he did, because then I wouldn't feel this way, and I would be happy, but Im not. 
Everything is so hard.

Why is it hard to know what you feel or what you want?
If u love someone, don't u wanna be with that person and make it work?
I would, and I want to.. 

I wish that I knew what you want. I dont. 
I know you love me, but I dont know if its 100% or 50%.
50 is not good enough. 

I desurv better, maybe sounds selfish, but I do.

My blog is kinda depressing lately, but I guess that's how it is when your sad, unhappy. 
I was thinking. Since Im not in australia anymore, maybe i should quit this blog, shut it down or something.

not easy

To go home and leave the love of my life on the other side of the world, are not easy. 
I feel crap, Im sad, confused, worried and... heartbroken.. 
I dont know what to do, or what to say, it's not easy. 
I wish someone had answers. Answers for me. 

This is my 3rd day at home. =/
I miss him so so much, my heart is aching and I cant get it to stop.
I want him here with me. Hold me, snuggle me and kiss me. 
I want to hear "I love you" from him. 

Im serious when Im saying that I dont know if i can live without him.
or HOW to live without him. 
I need him in my life, I love him like i've never loved anyone.. 

maybe im pathetic, but it's hard. I don't know what to do.
I wanna go back, back to him. Right now. I cant be without him.

Spin

To hear - I love you , made my heart spin. I love you <3


It doesn't feel right

I have 4 days left in Aussie.. 4 days.
I can't believe it and I don't want to believe it. I'm sad, hurt, frustrated, confused. I can't really stop crying either. I don't want this , but its for the best I guess.

I'm going to try enjoy the weekend with me best friends and beer and BBQ, first some footy..

Sweden, I'll see you soon.


Why cant life be easy?

I'll miss you. Your smile. Your eyes.
Your hugs. Your warmth. Your kisses.
Falling asleep next to you. Hold your hand. Talk to you about everything. Laugh with you. Snuggle days in bed with you. Live life with you. Being close to you. Everything. <3


Life

You know, life doesn't always turn out as you want it to. You can fight for something and really want it to work, but if the feelings aren't there, you can't do more. It's just the way life is :/

I'm a little bit confused and sad, but I'm alright. I know that this will turn out good and soon I'll be happy again.

You'll always be there <3


Tired soul

Tuesday.
I have to say that waking up between 4-5am every morning is hard. Drive to work and stay awake. Puh, your getting really tired but still I wish I had a full time job. This only working in the morning and some afternoon is tiering.
I'm climbing on the walls during the days, that's how bored I am .. Since I'm not doing anything I'm getting more and more lazy. Blah give me a second job please.. :/

Apparently I got the day off tomorrow. My kid crashed with his bike today ( at his birthday ) and they are now at the hospital. So, what am I going to do?
I guess some washing, some cleaning, the gym.. Catch up with my series. Haha.

Yep, my life is not very exciting right now, to be honest, it's boring. It sucks.
I want a job, money.. But, not easy when your not allowed to work.


Monday again

I hate Monday's. I always gets to little sleep between Sunday n Mondays.. Uh tired. But, I'm at work watching tv :)
I'm starving but I'm waiting for the kids to wake up :)

The weekend was good. Awesome game of footy :) can't wait for next game..


Cheer for the freaking weekend

The weekend is back. I love weekends.
You can do whatever you want and you can sleep in with your love. :)

Today I haven't done to much.
Went to the shops a quickie and then home, did some washing and vacuuming. Did some reading and started a movie, but babe came home so we went to the gym instead.
Bought some meat for a BBQ. :)

Just had dinner. It was lovely.
Meat, potato bake and salad :)
Perfect after the gym :)
Watching the footy now, quite exciting. :)

Tomorrow it's our first home game of the year and me and Corrin are going. :) some lunch and beer before that, perfect :)

Anyway.
It was cold today, only like 23 degrees.. Chilly..

Nightnight


Tori

Tori is Corrin's aunties dog. We have her 2 weeks then Shea home 1 week and then back to us. She is such a baby. Since I'm not working alot and I'm home alot me and Tori are best mates. We snuggle together all the time. She's right here with me now in bed.
I'll show u pic from yesterday <3


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